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2008-10-29T16:48:00.000+08:00

jknsknde

2008-06-26T21:26:00.001+08:00

Officially switched to livejournal.. so relink mi at http://blurkidz.livejournal.com..

2008-06-22T00:56:00.001+08:00

Came back from Taiwan on 14th June.. The trip was nt bad.. night mkt food isn't as nice as what I thought it would be.. I still love Singapore food, except that tw's bubble tea is totemo oishii.. pics from the trip yet to be uploaded as I'm quite lazy.. set up a live journal blog b4 i left for taiwan.. but it's still nt the official blog I have..

Enjoyed the outings/gatherings I've with my frens.. must meet them often b4 sch reopens.. and my last movie was like in March? so for frens whom I jio them out or vice versa, maybe we can catch a movie.. the 1st 2 on my movie list is kungfu panda and get smart.. cuz I got free tics for these 2 shows.. there are more movies that I wanna watch too.. You Don't Mess With the Zohan, Shaolin Girl, The Happening, Penelope, Sex and the city, 10 Promises to My Dog(26th June), Wanted(26th June), It’s a boy girl thing(3rd July), Red Cliff(10th July).. Jio mi out for movies if you're free..

2008-06-05T01:45:00.001+08:00

Went out with joce last fri to celebrate her belated bdae.. we went to a japanese rstnt at Wheelock Place called Sun with Moon.. i tink the name sounds quite cool.. as for the prices, slightly more ex then waraku and shokudou.. but once in a while. it feels quite gd to treat urself to nice food.. joce ordered tempura udon and i had unagi and clam rice.. we ordered a small hot sake.. it's my 1st time trying sake and it's fantastic.. but it could be slightly strong for some.. then we had a slice of cake each(we requested them to cut it for us).. tt's the bdae cake joce's colleague gave her.. there's no candle so no happy bdae song:(.. had a great time with joce! anyways, we took pics of the food, so i shall wait for joce to send mi the pics cuz some are taken with her cam..

Last sat it was a bbq session at my cousin's condo in pasir ris.. took a short nap b4 going for a swim cuz i woke up veri early in the morning to do volunteer work at yio chu kang.. took several pics during the bbq.. went to stay overnite at another cousin's hse cuz she lives near my grandma's hse and we are going there the next day.. slpt at abt 1am and woke up at 11am the following day.. had nice lunch and dinner at my grandma's hse..

Some of the food

My cousins

mi and my closest cousin

cousin's fren's daughter-sherry

mi and sherry

Cousin's grp pic

after the tw trip, 4 gatherings coming up.. the 3 of us, 2 grps of proj mates, and jc clique.. meeting my sec sch clique tmr, except for cw whose's nt coming.. wanted to watch movie but nt cmf yet.. Heard tt tw is raining everyday nw, and umbrellas may nt be the soln.. hope the weather will turn fine when i get there..

2008-05-28T00:40:00.005+08:00

Saw this quiz frm sheena's blog and did that.. maths is the most proficient subject for me, I would say.. I thought of majoring in maths(is there such a course in S'pore), but the job aspect isn't that wide, right? I don't think S'pore needs a mathematician anyway.. I'm majoring in communication and new media.. but that is ranked at the bottom few..

What Major is right for you?
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You scored as Mathematics/Statistics

You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Mathematics, Statistics, or related majors (e.g., Accounting, Actuarial Science, Astronomy, Computer Engineering, Computer Information Systems (CIS), Computer Science, Economics, Engineering, Finance, Management Information Systems (MIS), Operations Management, Physics, Risk Management). It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it. Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.

Mathematics/Statistics

88%

Psychology/Sociology

88%

French/Spanish/OtherLanguage

81%

Biology/Chemistry/Geology

69%

Accounting/Finance/Marketing

63%

Education/Counseling

63%

Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health

56%

PoliticalScience/Philosophy

50%

HR/BusinessManagement

50%

History/Anthropology/LiberalArts

44%

English/Journalism/Comm

44%

Physics/Engineering/Computer

44%

Visual&PerformingArts

38%

Religion/Theology

25%

Anyways, went for the cactus concert on sun with a couple of friends.. had a great time with my frens and oso taking pics.. aunbo say muz ask her b4 i can upload the pics.. and gene has mixed up the flowers I gave her*heart crushed have been slacking too much and i tink i'm getting lazier.. haven met joce for so long le.. meeting her tis fri to celebrate her bdae.. and on sat, going to my cousin's hse at pasir ris for a bbq aka family gathering.. my aunt told me to go at 2pm to swim 1st.. bbq starts at 5pm.. will be staying over nite at another cousin's hse since we are all going to grandma's hse on sun since both of them live so near.. i don't want to come back to clementi and head back to bedok again.. it's like travelling from one end to the other.. hope I can be employed soon or else i'll be living with too much boredom..

2008-05-13T21:03:00.001+08:00

it's finally after exams.. have been slacking all these while.. currently waiting for joce to look for jobs together.. some of my frens have found a job le.. he has introduced me to many kdramas and i've so far done wif 1 drama onli.. it's called time between dog and wolf.. the 2nd one which i've just started to watch is called thank you.. these 2 dramas are realli nice to watch.. made hamburgers for lunch yesterday cuz i've neva made 1 b4.. tink it taste not bad..

today's dinner was prepared by me cuz i noe how to prepare them.. chicken soup and stir-fry spinach.. during my holidays i'll prepare whatever i noe how to.. and for those i dont't know, my mum will prepare them.. hope that i can find a job asap.. and to bibubo and aunbo, jiayou for your dance ba :)

2008-04-23T14:48:00.000+08:00

I'm currently preparing for my exams whicc commences on the 28April and ends on 7May.. Mugging works for me.. have been quite productive during this study wk.. Happy mugging!

2008-03-29T14:35:00.000+08:00

Bcuz of my itchy hands(gene said this), i got my precious lappie into trouble.. there's this virus spreading on msn.. i got tis msg frm my fren and i didnt notice anything wrong so went to click on the link.. and when it prompted a notice asking if i want to run the program, i stupidly click yes.. ok i noe i'm very stupid.. and oso hav itchy hands.. went to it-coop 2day but in the end the prob wasnt solved.. which i'm too lazy to blog wat happen.. but will be going to the com centre wif gene b4 we meet the rest for proj till 2pm.. meeting gene agn tmr bcuz of proj, after only abt 11hrs after we left bugis just now.. we didnt go there to shop.. we went to national lib for nm2101 proj research.. monday evening after ss lec, there will be a NM2101 proj meeting.. guess tat it will end at 8pm agn and could oso be later.. deadlines are all nearing.. and i gotta mug for this last 1 mth bcuz final yr exams starts on the 28 April.. so i wont be free till after early may.. my life this sem is so busy.. taihendesune!

P.S. I don't have any scandals k! (i tink onli 2 of u knows what i'm saying.. Bi-Bu san and aerdnua)

2008-03-17T01:30:00.000+08:00

Feel so tired now.. defintiely gotta take a afternoon nap at my grandma hse later.. just realised tat there isn't any nm2101 tut tmr due to good friday.. i'm in love with sky of love's OST.. especially tis song-heavenly days.. once i hear the ost, it feels like i'm watching the movie agn.. really agree with wat he said.. tat i've to feel for the leading actor.. for his passion to maintain the relationship.. even though so many things have happen between them, they are still able to be together.. I didnt wan them to breakup when they are going to the 2nd yr of college.. the guy was the one who initiated it.. it was only towards 2-3 yrs later when the gal knew that the guy had cancer and tat's why he wanted a breakup.. the gal broke up with her current bf to go back to the guy.. after the guy passed away, the gal tried to commit suicide but it wasn't successful.. was it the guy who prevented it, who wanted to be the sky and look after her frm above after he dies? though it's like those typical love story, i tink it's quite romantic oso.. gotta prepare myself before going to my grandma hse.. happy mugging to myself..

2008-03-16T13:55:00.000+08:00

Went out today and came back at abt 9.15pm.. went to nus open hse with hk and wee eng.. den met wan jing in mac.. the open hse is so crowded man.. we left nus at 230 and took came down to cineleisure.. wee eng went hm cuz he got something on in the nite.. hk and i den went to watch 恋空 aka koizora aka sky of love.. fantastic show!! the leading actor is so handsome!!! but it's veri touching.. the storyline is quite like the typical love story.. i cried practically frm the start to the end and i used 2 pkt of tissue.. my eyes was like abit puffy and swollen after the movie and even till now.. after i reached hm 2day, my mum asked wat happen to my eyes.. my dad said that we pay $$$ to cry.. so it's like a waste of money.. But i will still recommend my frens to watch.. cuz i like to watch this kind of movie.. not bcuz i really enjoyed crying.. i cant open my eyes wide even thou i want to.. Sry dbsk.. it's not their song le.. Uploaded 'heavenly days' which is one of songs in the movie.. enjoy..
tmr it will be mugging day.. no nm2102 tut on mon.. which means i can wake up later.. yeah!!! will blog agn when i feel like to.. just feel so lazy.. and i've no motivation to blog nowadays..

2008-02-03T10:36:00.000+08:00

Have been too lazy to blog le.. Didnt had the motivation or urge to blog.. hmm even though the timetable in uni is less structured than in jc and we can plan our own desired time table, the workload is much heavier.. sometimes I'm too tired to get a bathe or even have my dinner.. just want to get a good sleep..

Went to celebrate hk's bdae on 26th Jan at Waraku at Starhub Centre.. Was quite satisfied with the food but the servicde was rather bad.. when they came with a drink, we were wondering whose drink was that.. because it didnt look like any drinks we ordered.. the waitress couldn't answer us.. and they mixed up my order 2 times.. my order came only when almost everyone has finished their food.. The birthday cake Alvin bought was nice.. Love it alot!! Despite the bad service, I still enjoyed myself.. Den we walked to PS to play in the arcade.. left PS at abt 11 plus.. den lq and her bf fetch me and cw hm.. realli appreciate it.. Hey guys we muz meet up soon k?

2007-12-08T03:43:00.000+08:00

It's finally end of exams.. Stress level has reduced for the time being.. results will be released on 26-27Dec and I hope I can pass all the exams.. the module which I want to do best is NM1101E because I wanna major in Communication and new media..

Went out with genevieve on wed, after my NM1101E paper which was the last paper.. went to Cine and had lunch at bbq chicken, and watched Enchanted after lunch.. the movie was so hilarous and touching at some parts tat we both cried.. headed for Heeren to look for the couple pillow case which joce saw in alternatives.. I saw another pattern for the pillow case and also a couple glass cup.. didnt buy bcuz I had to discuss with joce first.. went home after tat.. Gene,we must meet up another time and go bugis.. muz take neoprint ok?

Tat same nite, chatted on the phone with joce.. we decided to get the glass cup, if the stock still hasn't come, den we shall get the pillow case.. bought the wedding card yesterday.. I'll call the shop 2day to ask abt the stock for the glass cup and ask them to reserve for me and will get it tmr when I meet hk..

Gene and I did the module preference exercise yesterday.. we both chose NM2101 and NM2102.. we will also be taking either gem, ss or breadth together.. hope both of us can take the 3 modules together.. the 5 modules I want to take-japanese studies, japanese language, NM2101, NM2102 and either gem,ss or breadth.. It would be quite stressful for mi next sem cuz I might have 3 lecture on thurs, and jap language's tutorial is thrice per week.. and I have salsa classes if I'm joining.. ahhh I hate next sem's time table!!!

Tonight: meeting sec sch clique for bdae celebration.. it's a pity xx cant come bcuz she has lessons.. Sat: meeting hk to go for haircut and brow trimming.. Sunday: jc classmate gathering cum celebration for my bdae(*thanks Joce!!!), late afternoon: miss go's solemnisation ceremony..

2007-11-22T10:55:00.000+08:00

I'll not be blogging for the time being due to my exams.. Exams start on the 24Nov and it ends on 5Dec.. Have been planning what to do after exams..

1. 7Dec is the day where my sec sch clique gets together to celebrate xiangxin, alvin and my bdae

2. It's also time to cut my hair cuz it's quite long and i think my scalp can't take it anyone cuz I've been losing quite some hair all these while. Will arrange again with hk when my exams end.

3. Eyebrow trimming.

4. Outing wif jc clique for my bdae celebration.

5. My cousins and I have decided to go genting from 13-15 Dec.. My cousins are checking the prices and availability of rooms.. So i hope there will still be rooms left.. but maybe can't meet jocelyn(since she's going there on 15 Dec) if I'm going from 13-15Dec..

Good Luck to myself and my other frens who are preparing for their exams! Jia you!!!

2007-11-10T06:00:00.000+08:00

It's been so so long since I've blogged.. I'm really busy with uni stuff.. I really miss the outings with my sec sch frens and jocelyn.. hey jocelyn we must go kboxing again.. miss the fun we hadwhen we were singing the old songs.. these period of time I've been in contact with more old songs and i told my mum tat i'm getting older le.. she says it's good for youngsters to get in touch with old songs or else these old songs will be gone if not passed to the youngsters.. oh mind i'm turning 19 soon tis dec(*hint to my frens)..tmr will be the outing with hk, xx and her bf.. we are going to arcade to play cooking master.. this reminds me when me,hk,xx,hb, cw and alvin went to bugis de arcade to play that.. we had lots of fun then.. tat game is good for venting your frustrations..

Tmr hk and i will be having lunch together firs before both of us go for brow trimming.. hk said that her Indian frens mentioned that brow tweezing is better then brow threading because the brow will grow slower..so we are keeping to tweezing tmr.. den xx and her bf will meet us to play brow tweezing.. feel like going to soup spoon tmr.. it's been so long since we have been there..

Have to mug on sunday cuz i usually dont study on fri nite, and since tmr i'm going out on sat, sun is the only time for me to mug.. Happy mugging to myself..

2007-10-08T08:30:00.000+08:00

Had been busy with school and there's simply not enought time to do all the things I want.. Mid term exams for English, history and econs are finally over.. I only got back my english results.. Badly done-16 out of 30marks.. I'm so disappointed at myself.. out of these 3 subjects, I think econs is the one I'll score the best cuz it's something I've studied b4 in JC.. If I score well in econs, it'll somewhat boost my confidence cuz I think history results will be diappointing..

When to kbox wif joce yesterday at clementi in the morning.. We sang quite a number of old songs, like those from our parents' generation.. we are not old-fashioned.. the old songs we sang are those quite popular de.. I had great fun.. looking forward to shop and go for movies wif joce cuz it's been so long since we last did that..

Went to Raffles City Shopping Centre after kboxing to do eyebrow threading wif hui kheng.. den we went to suntec city, before heading to marina square de mini toons(hk reserved her mirror there) and went to heatwave to buy my hair loss shampoo where our hairstylist, Jaren saw us and attended to us.. It was still early and we went to this cafe to get a drink before going to Orchard.. met hk's friend and had dinner together at Rabbit. I had to leave after dinner cuz my dad was unhappy that I was out the whole day.. He said I should go out less often since sch has started.. but i seriuosly need some time to relax.. faster arrange for a time for our buffet.. didnt been to a buffet for a long long time.. I'm getting hungry at the mentioning of buffet!

Went to do some searching of dbsk's pics.. Junsu is so cute!!!

2007-09-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

It's been sooo long since I've last blogged.. was busy with sch stuff.. so much things to be done.. Went out with qiu ping and sheena on friday.. DBSK's day!!! We chatted abt DBSK most of the time.. and we went to this Korean fastfood restaurant in Cine.. I think it's called 'Korean bbq chicken' the one which alvin bought the chicken wings from when we went to kbox at cine.. I didnt know that the bbq chicken was endorsed by DBSK..OMG!! I'm getting crazy le.. I think I'll bring DBSK's cd there the next time I visit that fastfood restaurant..

Clique outing is set on 22 Sep, which is next sat.. IJC's open house is tat day so joce,me,sze hao, guan sheng and maybe dx will cum wif us.. Jav cant make it cuz he has to attend his cousin's wedding.. I really miss Ms Goh.. the times when the class had fun and laughter.. it was just so fun and memorable.. after tat we'll go for a movie.. I think most likely watching Evan Almighty cuz gs watched Ratatouille.. If possible, I hope we go cine and watch movie cuz I want to bring you guys to the DBSK-endorsed bbq chicken! and also hope that I can see DBSK videos or their songs when I go there.. but it seems that the restaurant always show videos leh.. shld I bring DBSK's cds there?

English and history mid-term test is on tues, during the lec.. Englich is open book so i doubt it will be easy.. History has 2 parts to the test.. 1st part is map test, the other part is short ans qns(4 qns).. I haven finish studying yet.. AH!!!!!
I must not waste any time ay my grandma's house later..

2007-08-29T13:30:00.000+08:00

Realised i forgot to blog about something.. went to watch the movie HAIRSPRAY last tue after sch.. wee end participated in a contest den won 2 tickets to this movie.. he gave the tics to hui kheng and we both watch it together.. it was a great movie.. the songs sung in the movie are so nice.. and i'm going to buy the cd for hairspray.. it has been released but could not find the time to but it.. maybe buying this sat where i'm meeting hk in the afternoon where she goes for a haircut.. den in the evening, we are going to buy a bdae present..

sch's fine today..genevieve went to crash my lec for SE2211 at 2pm cuz she has nothing on from 11 to 4.. den we went for history lec at 4pm.. went to look for the location for our tutorials so that we need not waste time looking for it during the day of tutorials.. headed home after that..

Tomorrow I've a SE2211 tutorial from 10-11.. and I've a consultation at 2.30pm with my lecturer cum tutor on the lecture stuff for the first lecture as I wasn't present for the first lecture..

I'm going back to qss on fri after my eng tutorial on fri.. hope that this time round I'm able to see miss soon:)

2007-08-27T03:50:00.000+08:00

Lessons in uni have started le.. tmr is the beginning of the 3rd week of sch.. I saw adeline in nus just b4 i went for the a capella audition on thursday.. was veri nervous during the audition.. just saw the result of the audition through my email.. i didnt make it.. sad.. not sure what other cca i wanna join now..

Sch is ok so far.. not yet stressful.. Genevieve from 05s53 of ijc is also in fass and she's also taking history.. so we went for the lecture together.. Nothing much to blog about sch..

I met my mum for lunch on friday and went to buy my clothes for my cousin's wedding on 2 Oct.. bought a dress and a pair of earrings to go with it.. I'm going to buy a new pair of heels from a shop in far east cuz the colour of my silver heels became light yellow.. i think is because i left it aside for too long and didnt wear it.. I can't go to my cousin's house in the morning of 2 Oct cuz I've to attend sch.. so can onli see her in the nite, where I've to rush home from sch.. cuz my lecture on Tuesday ends at 6pm and I need time to prepare myself.. accompanied my sis yesterday to vivo city to buy her clothes for the wedding.. she bought a dress from Valarie.. den we went to a Hongkong cafe called Kim Gary Restaurant(joce brought mi there b4).. we had french fries and french toast and had a drink each, before we headed home..

Tonight I have to go to a restaurant in Bedok to celebrate my maternal grandma's bdae.. I'm wearing a black dress which I bought from forever 21 when i shopped with joce.. talking bout this black dress.. I saw this dress on a mannequin and I was looking for it in the shop.. den joce saw tis dress and said I should try it on.. it was the same piece which I was looking for!!!

Joce sent mi the photos on fri le and I'll upload it when I'm free..

2007-08-05T01:15:00.000+08:00

Had been busy wif uni stuff these few days.. registration, attending faculty talks and bidding for modules.. The results for module bidding were released 11pm yesterday nite.. Out of the 4 modules I bid(communication and new media, econs, history, japanese studies), I couldnt get the module for jap studies.. but there is still another 3 rds to bid agn.. so i'll try till i get it..

Went back to qss yesterday alone cuz hk cant take leave.. miss tan said i look so different.. the last time i saw her was in 2005.. when i haven rebond my hair and wear contact lens.. After lunch wif miss tan, she took mi round the sch campus and to look for teachers who taught me b4.. Mr James Tan(physics) couldnt recognise me at the 1st glance.. onli when miss tan told him i was frm 404 and showed him our sec 4 class photo, he managed to recognise me.. he said he couldnt recognise his ex-students at the 1st glance.. next i saw my sec 2 form teacher-mrs lim lay kuan(who always like to dance line-dance).. she took a while to recall me.. she still rmb that i wore specs when i'm in sec 2.. she was at the cafe in the library.. i tink the library changed the most.. den i saw mr wong mun chung(chem), he still rmb that i met at citilink and what i told him when we met that time.. when he saw me yesterday, he said 'you agn'.. lol.. den we mentioned linus,henglian and hk.. but didnt talk much regarding them..
Met Mr Chai Tze Hao(eng teacher for sec 4).. He still rmb mi! tat was shocking to me cuz he taught mi for the shortest time in upper sec(we had banding lesson for eng).. didnt managed to find miss soon cuz she wasnt at her desk.. but miss tan said she'll tell miss soon that i was there.. Was glad that i went back.. realli miss the times in qss.. the trip back at qss realli brought back sweet memories i had in qss with my teachers and frens.. thanks soo much! love u guys..

going kbox wif jocelyn later at clementi.. den meeting sec sch frens.. onli hb cant turn up..

2007-07-26T04:26:00.000+08:00

Had a clique outing last sat wif joce, jav and sze hao.. but willis, adeline and yan weren't there.. haven't seen adeline and yan since we took our A level results in feb.. it was a fun outing.. we had lunch at the food court at marina square at bout 12 plus.. den we watched 'invisible target' at 1.40pm and it was quite a commendable show.. certain scenes were veri touching and i cried.. jav noticed it as i was sitting beside him.. went to tcc at millenia's walk after the movie.. and we talked about the same topic agn.. the beef and mutton thingy.. joce, u'll know wat i mean..and we were laughing throughout the whole topic.. stayed at tcc till bout 530pm and we headed home.. except for joce as she went to meet her family.. didnt have such great fun with u guys for a long time le:)..

Joce and i are planning for a class outing and we are in the midst of contacting our classmates.. hope everyone will turn up as we haven't meet for a long time and i hope to see u guys soon..

I feel that we are not as close as in the past.. Somewhat i feel that the bond between us is starting to fade and i'm trying hard to prevent it.. in the past, we will not keep anything frm each other(at least tat's wat i tink), but now it seems that u do not tell or ask mi certain things that i tink u shld at least ask or tell mi.. maybe i'm just being sensitive.. i dont wanna tell u straight bcuz i dont wan u to feel that i'm being childish.. i dont wanna lose tis fren..

2007-07-18T04:05:00.000+08:00

Watched harry potter and the order of phoenix last sat with hui kheng.. this movie is quite a disappointment.. it isn't as interesting as the previous parts.. anyway, wanted to watch 'hooked on you' and 'my wife is a gangster 3' using free tics but shaw theatres are not showing these 2 movies.. sad.. so many movies i wanna watch-die hard 4(now showing), who slept with her(19 July), invisible target(19 July), gone shopping(26 July), secret(8 Aug), rush hour 3(9 Aug), 881(9 Aug), ratatouille(30 Aug), , and evan almighty(6 sep).. I've already booked joce for evan almighty.. but it's still a long way to go b4 it will be released.. so are there any other movies u wanna watch which i've mentioned?

Wanted a sec sch clique outing and jc clique outing on tis fri and sat respectively.. For jc, sze hao and javier no prob wif it, willis cant cmf, and adeline cant go.. it seems that there isn't a time where all of us are present.. according to my memory, maybe onli once when we were in jc1? Haven ask my sec sch frens if they are free tis fri.. lq say wanna meet b4 my uni starts..

This is regarding another matter.. I shoudn't tag along with you 2 too much in future.. the feeling is kinda weird and uncomfortable especially when we are in that place.. it makes me feel that i'm alone and reminds me that i'm single, which i've always been all these years.. it also reminds me of the time when all my frens around me are attached and i'm like single.. Of course i want to be in a relationship like all gals do and experience the feeling of being taken care of, and that my presence is significant.. but i've not found the right guy yet:)

I'm feeling fine now.. cuz i've neva ever mentioned this kind of thingy in my blog and some of my frens might be thinking wat happen to me.. why will i mention such things.. is just that i need to say it out but dont have the courage to mention it to my frens in person.. pls dont ask mi anything bout tis and just forget what i've mentioned above.. and pls dont patch me up with anyone.. even if it's mentioned for fun..

2007-07-08T08:50:00.000+08:00

Nothing much bout this blog cuz not events these few days.. i found a new job.. A 1 wk assignment as admin asst at pasir panjang.. near haw paw villa.. Company name is Citilink Warehouse.. Monday start working.. 9-6pm.. $6/hr.. Didnt expect to find a job at this period as I have not received any calls from my agent for weeks.. Work for a wk at least still have $200+ to earn..

Went to great world city to buy movie tics for harry potter for sat 14th july.. wanted to watch at marina square but the available seats are quite near the screen.. For the seats at great world.. it's at the side(beside the walls) and abt the centre row of the theatre..

2007-07-04T01:51:00.000+08:00

It's been so long since I've blogged.. Dont feel like blogging these few days.. maybe I've slacked too much at home and it makes me lazier? haha.. Went kbox with joce last sat at clementi.. It was really fun.. enjoyed myself so much! Thanks joce.. Went out wif hk and her fren after that.. We had dinner at essential brews cuz it was the last day the restaurant is selling 'plateau serenade'(a dessert).. essential brews has a promotion now as it's their 3rd bdae.. show them the sms they have sent u and order 3 mains, starters, drinks or desserts and get the 4th one free.. so we ordered 4 main courses and drinks and a plateau serenade.. I was bloated! but i enjoyed the nite wif u guys!

Will upload more pics frm my trip to Japan tmr.. Anyway it's javier bdae 2day.. Happy 19th bdae once agn(although u dont read my blog)!!!

2007-06-22T02:53:00.000+08:00

Day 4, 7.39am: Outside the museum

Day 4, 7.43am: Shiraoi Ainu Village-the statue of the person who founded this village

Day 4, 7.58am: Feeding the bear in the Ainu village

Day 4, 8.15am: Ainu Museum-animals that Ainu people hunt

Day 4, 8.20am: In the Ainu Museum-clothes of Ainu people

Day 4, 8.37am: Performance of the lifestyle of Ainu people(Not everyone living in the village are Ainu people.. some of them came to work there..)

Day 4, 8.47am: Shiraoi Ainu Village-pic with the village leader(He is a pure Ainu person)

Day 4, 9.15am: Shiraoi Ainu Village-the lake beside the village

Day 4, 1.45pm: Furano Farm-we can see how they make cheese and get to try the cheese they make

Day 4, 2.20pm: Furano Farm-different kinds of famous cheese in the world

Day 4, 2.46pm: Furano Farm

Day 4, 2.49pm: Furano Farm

Day 4, 2.52pm: Furano Farm

Day 4, 2.58pm: Furano Farm

Day 4, 3.01pm: Furano Farm

2007-06-21T03:10:00.000+08:00

These are some of the photos taken during the first 3 days.. Will upload the photos for the other days either this evening or tmr..

2007-06-21T03:05:00.000+08:00

Day 1, 3.52pm: Outside Narita Excel Hotel Tokyu-waiting for the shuttle bus to Narita City so that we can take the city bus to Aeon Shopping Centre

Day 1, 5.01pm: At Narita City-walking to the bus stop to take the city bus to Aeon Shopping Centre.. Each person needs to pay 200Yen for the bus ride..

Day 1, 5.08pm: At the bus stop waiting for the city bus

Day 1, 5.55pm: At Aeon Shopping Centre having Jap dinner

Not much activities today.. the tour guide brought us to Aeon Shopping Centre and we have abt 2 hrs plus to shop and have dinner there.. bought some tibits..

2007-06-21T02:46:00.000+08:00

Day 2, 9am: At Haneda Airport-ready to take a domestic flight to Sapporo Chitose Airport to arrive at our destination(Hokkaido)

Day 2, 12.50pm: Lunch-time

Day 2, 2.58pm: Mount Showa at the back of the pic(in front of us is actally the entrance to the bear ranch)

Day 2, 4pm: At the Bear Ranch

Day 2, 4.30pm: Ice-cream making at Lake Hill Farm

Day 2, 5.30pm: Family pic at Lake Hill Farm

Day 2, 6.07pm: Leaving Lake Hill Farm to check in to Sun Palace Hotel

Day 2, 6.22pm: Having dinenr(buffet)

Day 2, 9.15pm: In Yukata(hot spring clothing),ready to go to the hot spring

Woke up veri early today at 5 plus.. cuz our tour group is seperated into 2 airlines.. We can choose to take Northwest Ailrines, where you will arrive Japan on the 11th June in the afternoon, or Japan Airlines where you arrive on 12th June in the morning.. But you are still paying the same price no matter which airline you are taking.. And those who took Japan Airline did not have a rest as once we receive them in the airport this morning, we started our activities immediately.. We checked in to Sun Palace Hotel onli in the evening.. First time being naked in front of so many strangers in the hot spring.. I wasn't veri comfortable at first but managed to a while later.. Before we went to the hot spring, there was a fireworks display in Lake Toya as the hotel is located along the lake.. Enjoy the small part of the fire works..

2007-06-21T02:25:00.000+08:00

Day3, 5.20am: View of Lake Toya from my hotel room

Day 3, 7.32am: Taking a cruise ride to Nakajima Island in Lake Toya

Day 3, 8.43am: Nakajima Island-Short nature walk

Day 3, 10.07am: Sobetsu Fruit Farms-strawberries picking. We can pick as many strawberries as we want and eat them on the spot.

Day 3, 11.53am: Edo Wonderland-lunchtime

Day 3, 1.02pm:Edo Wonderland-pic with the ninjas

Day 3, 1.32pm: Edo Wonderland-geisha perfomance

Day 3, 3.37pm: Jigokudani or Hell Valley-I cant stand the sulphur smell of the volcano

Day 3, 7pm : At Noboribetsu Manseikikaku Hotel with traditional Japanese beds

It's my first time sleeping on such beds and it's veri comfortable.. Just like sleeping on a normal bed.. Went to the hot spring at bout 8plus with my sister.. This hot spring is smaller and less crowded that the one I went on the second day..

2007-06-19T07:55:00.000+08:00

Just came back from my holiday in Japan.. the trip was from last monday to yesterday.. bought things for both my sec and jc frens.. will be uploading pics and blogging bout my trip tmr.. so many things to blog about the trip so i tink i will summarise them.. so tired now..

2007-06-08T00:46:00.000+08:00

Me, wah en and li yun

Me and Wah en

Breakfast for the bride=my cousin.. She has to eat a little of everything and have to dip the food with the sugar.. But i dunno wat it signifies..

Family photo with my mum's side de relatives(but not eveyone is present)

I love my hair!!! (back view)

Side view of my hair

A pic with my aunt(bride's mum)

A pic with my cousin.. We look quite alike in tis pic rite?

In the bride's suite in the hotel

A photo wif our aunt(bride's mum)

Me and Wah En outside the ballroom

Photo taken with my cousin and her husband

It was my cousin's wedding yesterday.. Went to stay overnite at her hse wif 3 more cousins as I'm one of the bridesmaid.. We slept at 2am on tuesday morning and at 5am we woke up to help my auntie with the preparation.. The groom and his friends had to eat a 'special' dish prepared by the bride's frens-wasabi peas in raw egg yolk.. Went to the grrom's hse for the tea ceremony.. Den headed to bontani garden for some photo-taking.. Was so tired the whole day and onli managed to get a rest at bout 3.45pm when I'm in the cab, on my way to the hotel with a cousin,who's also the bride's younger sister, to do my make-up and hair.. The make-up artist did a great job.. I love it! There are some more pics which i took wif my hp.. will upload them after lunch..

2007-06-02T05:30:00.000+08:00

I did joce's fren test.. couldnt get one qn rite.. the qn on wat's her nickname.. hk and i talked bout something regarding the fren test.. i told hk tat if those qns on joce's test are asked by her, i would not know how to answer most qns, even though we know each other for 6 years plus.. hk say cuz we have neva talk bout all these.. now i tot bout it.. ya true.. we've neva mentioned all these things.. Oh ya.. joce think the most handsome guy in DBSK is Xiah Junsu.. Yeah! Junsu Oppa rocks!

I've been unemployed for for exactly 2 weeks.. no news from any agent yet.. Joce's company dont need temp staff cuz now is not peak period.. I don't feel comfortable slacking for 2 wks at home.. I've been spending on budget since i'm unemployed.. hope to find a job soon so tat i'll $$$ to spend.. uploaded a new song.. oso from DBSK.. it's called Unforgetable(korean ver).. Meeting hk after her work.. I'm so bored now..

2007-05-31T01:30:00.000+08:00

Went for movie at cine b4 heading to essential brews at holland v to celebrate joce's bdae.. we watched pirates of the caribbean-at world's end.. The movie is great.. love it!.. The service at essential brew is very slow.. got irritated after waiting for so long for the bill and the change.. onli 4 of us were there-me, joce,sze hao and willis.. and we finished a 1kg ice cream cake.. i ordered the pure cocoa cake and it was fantastic.. i think i ate the least amt of cake as i was veri full.. these are some pics that we took at the restaurant.. onli 1 of the pic is where we took on the bus.. enjoyed myself alot..

2007-05-27T02:45:00.000+08:00

Going out with JC frens later.. suppose to meet 12 at cineleisure for lunch.. but got a call from willis tat meeting time is changed to 130.. Have our own lunch b4 we meet.. not sure wat happen though.. There will onli be 4 ppl going including me instead of 9 which i've planned.. The others have their own plans.. watching pirates of thr caribbean: at world's end at 145pm at cine.. den we are going to essential brews for dinner(quite early for mi).. celebrating jocelyn's bdae.. she has to celebrate with her family at nite so we are having early dinner.. will upload pics tat we take 2day on monday..

2007-05-24T02:15:00.000+08:00

After watching this clip on youtube, I feel that there is something attractive about Xiah Junsu.. And I'm starting to like him now! Sheena and Qiuping wont be sad now cuz they least like him rite? Extracted the following from Sheena's blog about DBSK..

In Korea, they are called Dong Bang Shin Ki (DBSK). This is mostly used in Korea only - especially when they first debut.The direct translation in english will be Dong Bang Shin Gi (DBSG), which is rarely used.They are marketed overseas as TVXQ, Tong Vfang Xien Qi. Eventually, this became their official name because the co. wanted it in chinese - 東方神起.The direct translation in english will be TVfXQ - note the small 'f' is added to emphasize on the silent 'V'.Around 2 years ago, they decided to attack the Japan market, follow the footsteps of their senior BoA (Bitch of Asia) and so in order to be easily remembered in Japan, they had their name translated into Japanese.In Japan, they are called Tohoshinki (THSK), which is used in their Japanese albums/singles.

Name of the members:
Jung Yunho Stage Name: U-know Yunho
Korean Stage Name: U-know Yunho
Other forms of spelling his name: Yoonho

Kim Jaejoong
Stage Name: Hero Jaejoong
Korean Stage Name: YoungWoong Jaejoong
Other forms of spelling his name: Jejung (in Japan)

Shim Changmin
Stage Name: Max Changmin
Korean Stage Name: ChoiKang Changmin

Kim Junsu Stage Name: Xiah Junsu
Korean Stage Name: Xiah Junsu

Park Yoochun
Stage Name: Micky Yoochun
Korean Stage Name: Micky Yoochun
Other forms of spelling his name: Yuchun (in Japan)
The name Micky was the name used when he was in the states (Virginia), his brother's name is Ricky.

2007-05-22T02:45:00.000+08:00

Uploaded a new blog music-我相信 sung by DBSK in chinese.. Changed my blog template le.. managed to found it on blogskins.. watching pirates of the caribbean 3 with my jc frens this sat b4 the dinner.. looking forward to it:) In the afternoon,will be searching for DBSK videos to post on my blog..

2007-05-21T05:30:00.000+08:00

Last Thursday was my last day of work.. My company did not inform me bout anything, until my agent called me on thurs nite to inform me.. No wonder b4 i left office on thurs, there's a colleague who talked to me as if it was my last day.. I was very angry when my agent informed me.. I mean it's basic courtesy for my company to inform me.. Anyway, as what jocelyn said, I should not be angry bout it.. Or i'm just hurting myself..

Handed up my timesheet on friday and bought the 1st 2 korean albums of DongBangShinKi(DBSK).. I didnt know they got so many names for their group.. One of the other names is TVXQ.. Love them so much.. Almost finished watching their banjun dramas on youtube.. will be uploading one of their songs from their first album as my blog music-我相信.. They also have a chinese version of that song.. hmmm, still thinking to put the korean or chinese one.. Wanna change my blogskin to DBSK pics.. Sheena will be helping me with it when i've changed my blogskin to a more detailed one.. thanks Sheena!

Yesterday was NUS's Fass day.. went there alone as I couldn't find anyone who is being offered the same course.. Seems tat today and next sat, adeline is also going for her course alone.. Went to essential brews at holland v yesterday with my family for dinner.. went there for a total of 3 times this year.. tat's where we are celebrating jocelyn's bdae this coming sat(no need to thank me.. tat's wat a close friend should do)..

Job-hunting now.. I want to earn $$$ so tat i've enuf to spend and to save for uni days.. anyone who knows of any job vacancy, pls tell mi.. thanks!

2007-05-11T04:47:00.000+08:00

*This test is taken from wen chien's blog.

SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85movies, you have no life. Mark theones you've seen.

( ) Nacho Libre
( ) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
( ) Pirates of the caribbean 2
( ) Orange County
( ) The Green Mile
( ) Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory
( ) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Airplane!
( ) Red Eye
( ) Stick It
() Shes the Man
( ) 8 Mile

Total : 1

( ) The Princess Bride
( ) SNL's The Best of Will Ferrell
( ) Napoleon Dynamite
( ) Fun With Dick and Jane
( ) Saw
( ) Saw II
( ) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
( ) Anger Management
( ) 50 First Dates
(x) The Princess Diaries
(x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
() Legally Blonde
( ) Legally Blonde 2

Total: 2

( ) Scream
( ) Scream 2
( ) Scary Movie
( ) Scary Movie 2
( ) Scary Movie 3
(x) Scary Movie 4
( ) American Pie
( ) American Pie 2
( ) American Wedding
( ) American Pie Band Camp

Total: 0

(x) Harry Potter
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
(x) Harry Potter 4
( ) Resident Evil 1
( ) Resident Evil 2
( ) The Wedding Singer
( ) Cinderella Man
( ) The Village
(x) Lilo & Stitch
Total : 5
(x) Finding Nemo
( ) Finding Neverland
( ) Signs
( ) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) White Chicks
( )Little Manhattan
( ) 13 Going on 30
(x)I, Robot
( ) Robots

Total : 2

( ) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
( ) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came Polly
( ) Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
( ) Meet The Parents
( ) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
( ) Joe Dirt
( ) King Kong
Total : 0
( ) Alice in Wonderland
( ) The Terminal
( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
( ) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumber & Dumberer
(x) Final Destination
(x) Final Destination 2
(x) Final Destination 3
( ) Halloween
( ) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
( ) Surviving X-MAS
( ) Flubber
( ) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
( ) Practical Magic
( ) Chicago
(x) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
( ) Hellboy
( ) Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam
( ) The whole nine yards
( ) The Whole Ten Yards

Total : 4

(x) The Day After Tomorrow
( ) Child's Play
( ) Seed of Chucky
( ) Bride of Chucky
( ) 10 Things I Hate About You
( ) Just Married
( ) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
( ) Sixteen Candles
( ) Remember the Titans
() Coach Carter
( ) The Grudge
( ) The Grudge 2
(x) The Mask
(x) Son Of The Mask

Total : 3

( ) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
( ) Lucky Number Sleven
( ) Ocean's Eleven
( ) Ocean's Tweleve
( ) Identity
( ) Lone Star
( ) Bedazzled
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
( ) Superstar
(x) Ice Age
(x)Ice age 2 The Meltdown

Total : 2

( ) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
( ) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
( ) My Boss' Daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
(x) Monsters Inc.
(x) Rush Hour
(x) Rush Hour 2
( ) Best Bet
( ) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
( ) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
(x) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
( ) Ever After
( ) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
( ) The Terminator
( ) The Terminator 2
( ) The Terminator 3

Total : 5

(x) X-Men
(x) X-Men 2
(x) X-Men 3
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
( ) Sky High
( ) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
( ) Catch Me If You Can
( ) The Others
( ) Freaky Friday
( ) Reign of fire
( ) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) The Hot Chick
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2

Total : 7

(x) Swimfan
( ) Miracle
( ) Old School
( ) K-Pax
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
( ) A Walk To Remember
( ) Boogeyman
( ) The 4o Year-old-virgin
( ) The Hills Have Eyes
( ) The Man in the Moon

Total : 4

I've watched 35 movies..

2007-05-08T00:45:00.000+08:00

Spiderman 3 is a not bad show.. Many ppl who have watched it told mi the same thing.. Yes i have the same thought as them.. Watched the 2pm show.. Went shopping at Raffles Place Shopping Centre.. Left at about 6pm..

Haiz i quarelled with my mum over the uni admission thingy.. She keep asking wat course i wanna accept.. but i realli dunno.. i cant think these few days.. I wanna try to appeal but she disapproves it.. I know the success rate of appealling is not high.. but i wanna try.. Even it's not successful, at least i know i've tried to appeal.. and i've nothing to regret.. Hk suggested that i should ask my jc's principal to write a letter of appeal to ntu.. i asking miss goh later.. I need some advice frm those who are reading this post now.. wat should i choose?(refer to my previous post.. i stated there wat have been offered to mi) Thanks..

2007-05-07T01:45:00.000+08:00

I know wat nus and ntu have offered me.. not wat i want though.. For nus, biz admin is my 1st choice and arts and social sci as 2nd choice.. nus offered mi my 2nd choice.. For ntu, biz and accountancy are my 1st and 2nd choice respectively.. ntu offered mi my 3rd choice instead-chemistry and biological chemistry.. i'm confused now.. i dunno whether to accept ntu or nus.. I really wanted to get into biz or accountancy in ntu.. if not biz admin in nus.. but wat i hope isnt happening.. some ppl might say getting a place in uni is good enuf le.. yes i think it's true.. but this is the first time in my life tat i feel so disappointed as this is something i want sooo much.. it was hard for mi to accept when i knew wat ntu offered mi.. i cried alot ok.. i'm lost now.. and all these are thanks to my lousy gp grade.. i just need some encouragement for me to move on.. telling mi tat i've tried my best and to accept wat has been arranged for mi..

Haha.. I've finally.. yes finally changed my blogskin and my blog's music.. for those who have watched 200 pouns beauty.. this song will be familiar.. yup.. this song is called Maria.. Watching spiderman 3 with hk later at cathay.. we bought the tickets on fri using the blockbuster tickets.. so it's just $8.. for those intending to watch.. buy the tickets earlier by 1 day.. especially 1 day earlier.. cuz the tickets are selling veri fast..

2007-05-04T13:12:00.000+08:00

I didnt know who is DBSK(dongbanshinki) till i read sheena's blog.. hope that i didnt get the spelling wrong.. They are a great group.. but the prob is i dont know who is who.. I cant remember the names of each person.. I've always love acapella.. den i found this video where DBSK is singing acapella.. I love it!!!!

2007-05-03T11:45:00.000+08:00

I'm in the office now.. Waiting for the person who is in charge of me(joanne) to come.. She is late for work most of the time.. so meanwhile, i'll just slack.. I've been filing these few days.. I've finish filing what joanne told me, on monday morning.. so i asked another person if there are some more things to file.. cuz she once told me if i had nothing to do, approach her.. she has many things for me to file.. but i managed to finish them just before i end work on monday..

1) Talking bout the dance floor.. i have been watching them since the 1st episode(except for days when i'm not at home).. missed teh 1st 15 mins of the final competition on sunday.. i tot tat the participants would perform maybe at least 3 dance.. but there was only 2 per group.. I wanted melvin and sharon to win it.. but it was vas and pris who won.. They were great too..

2) I didnt know that we can check what nus offered us in their website.. linnet told me on monday.. I checked on monday nite and was quite dissapointed wif it.. my lst choice for nus is biz admin, 2nd choice is arts and social science.. i was being offered my second choice.. No news from ntu yet.. but i really really hope i can into either my 1st or 2nd choice for ntu(biz and accountancy respectively).. Anyone who has received news for uni admission? pls tell and by tagging on my tagboard:) Thanks..

3) Remembered joce once said she wants to go korea on her own(not sure if she rmbs).. yup.. dont forget to ask mi along if u're really going there in future.. I told my mum that i'll go wif her if she's really going..

4) I bought a new dress on saturday for my cousin's wedding on 5th June.. I wanna buy a dress which i can oso where for other purpose, like when i go shopping.. it costs $135.. *heart ache sia..
I need not buy heels and handbag to go wif tat dress cuz i've suitable ones at home.. Bought a small handbag frm tomato can at marina square wif hui kheng 2 wks ago.. oso bought a white bag, which is bigger cuz my old one cant be used anymore..

2007-04-28T03:30:00.000+08:00

Blogging just b4 i buy my lunch back.. have been buying lunch back this week.. veri lazy 2 go out eat.. just watched "200 pounds beauty" yesterday wif hui kheng at lido.. of course we used free tickets to watch.. both of us are trying to save $$$.. we kept spending this period of time(buying clothes).. hee.. but we both spent $15.90 on buying hello kitty(i bought it) and charming kitty(hk bought it).. just transferred the $$$ to the seller yesterday nite after the movie.. back to the movie.. it was great!!! The male lead actor is not good-lucking in the posters.. but he is really handsome in the movie.. anyone who has watched it? comments pls.. thanks.:)
i'll really admire the female lead of her determination.. She went through much hardship to become gorgeous.. The songs heard in the movie are really nice.. found the songs because of hk.. i'm going to change of blog's music to one of tat movie's songs.. i mean wat i say this time.. i'll change it.. not now at work.. but 2nite or tmr..

Many ppl have received ntu's letter regarding the admission to the courses in ntu.. i'm still waiting for mine.. wish mi good luck and pray for mi tat i can get into my desired course(biz in ntu)..

2007-04-16T00:50:00.000+08:00

Going to my grandma house later.. and about 3.30pm, i'm playing badminton wif my cousins and sister.. better not push myself too hard or i'll have aches all over my body tmr.. i'm starting work tmr.. at such a place! i didnt know it is located at those factory area.. i've to be careful at such places.. got to know bout this test at hui kheng's blog.. below is the result.. i cant tag on joce's tagboard.. wat happen???

I doubt anyone can see the word in the box.. Results: The warrior monk. Nothing will stand in your way. You are a master of seduction and morality. Actually we are a little awed by you. You float above the innocent masses in hopes of easing their burdens. Burdens you have, but no matter the romantic or ethical weight. Nothing can thwart your thoughtful journey into seductive enlightenment. Sexy.

Your best seduction moves are bold and suave-feel free to try those grand gestures. You can do it. Even if u fall flat, your confidence will pull you through.

2007-04-14T04:50:00.000+08:00

We celebrated liqing's birthday yesterday at essential brew with the usual clique.. this restaurant has a bdae celebration package but muz have at least 8 ppl..
The package includes:
1) appertizers(grilled tofu steak & baby potatoes)
2) main course
3) free flow of ZOC(iced oolong tea)- it's iced lemon tea but they use fresh oolong tea
4) dessert(apple crumble wif ice-cream
5) promotional gifts
6) bdae decoration
7) ice-cream cake(optional)
We did not order their cake.. but in the end we had 2 bdae cakes for liqing(1 bought by her bf & 1 by our clique)

The restaurant is located at holland v.. yesterday was my second time there.. they have 2 different kind of seats.. one is the normal table and chairs.. the other one is where we seat on cushions.. but our legs do get numb after seating too long on the cushion.. especially for horng bor who has very long legs as he is very tall.. it was the first time most of us chatted wif him.. i've the same sentiment as chengwei.. liqing's bf is very friendly(i still dunno wat's his name).. just realised yesterday tat her bf live in my opposite block.. it's such a coincidence.. i got a ride from liqing and her bf.. really appreciate it.. wonder when all of us can meet again as we are busy..

Finally, i got a job and will be reporting for work this mon.. i receive tis job notice from an agent the latest.. yet the company was the first to shortlist me.. admin job at unitor ship service(pandan loop).. i think abt a 20-25mins bus journey from my hse.. 830am-5.20pm(it's a weird time) from mon to fri.. $6/hr for normal hours.. OT rate is 1.5 times the normal rate for after office hrs and sat.. sun and public holidays is double the rate..

2007-03-30T06:40:00.000+08:00

I've never been to kbox before.. and yesterday was my first time there.. Jocelyn and i went to the cck and sang for exactly 5 hrs.. from 2pm to 7pm.. At bout 6 plus, both ur realise tat we cant really control our tongue.. as wat jocelyn had said in her blog- our month like not ours.. haha.. really enjoyed ourselves.. a note to joce:do u still remember when i said 'they can have fun without the 2 of us'? We 2 can hav fun ourselves without them.. the next time we 2 meet should be when we go back to ijc to get our cert and testimonial..

-->I'm still on job hunting

2007-03-24T01:30:00.000+08:00

I've been jobless for 2 wks.. and i'm been looking for one now.. asked 2 employment agency for help last.. and i've just sent my resume yesterday.. to recruit express which is located at jurong east de JTC building.. They are looking for temp admin assistants.. and i hope i'll get that job since it's near my hse.. just one station frm my hse.. i'll be applying for uni admin later in the afternoon..

NTU:
1) Biz
2) Accountancy
3) Chemistry & biological chemistry
4) Mathematics & Economics
5) Mathematical Sci

NUS:
1) Biz Admin
2) FASS

2007-02-27T14:49:00.000+08:00

Have been very busy at work today.. No time to slack at all.. Pauline and i have to pack the scripts for UOP so that they can be sent to UK today.. 6 boxes and they weighed 130kg in total.. cost $1086 just to send these boxes of scripts to UK..

A level results will be released this friday..

Plans for Fri:
1) Go back to queensway sec in the morning to visit my teachers
2) Have lunch at the hawker centre near qss
3) Meet JC frens to go back ijc 2gether
4) Meet hui kheng after getting our results

Good luck to all my frens and of course to myself too! Kampar Teh!

2007-02-26T07:25:00.000+08:00

i cant post videos as my blog entry due to the insufficient space.. so i've placed it below the credits section with a heading 'videos'.. just upload a MV of the song 怎么办 sang by S.H.E.. If u got watch 花样少年少女, this song is definitely familiar as it's a theme song for tat show.. enjoy it..

2007-02-26T06:25:00.000+08:00

I'll be having a reunion dinner with my mum's side de relatives at bedok later.. I'm the only one leaving in the West among my mum's siblings.. So i have to travel quite far everytime i go to my relatives' hse..

Thanks to hui kheng for the ringtone and hepling me to upload my results on 'how much i worth'.. In case u didnt see it.. it's below my playlist.. didnt accompany u for dinner yesterday.. pei seh ah.. Next time will pei u de.. Regarding tat thing.. as i told u yesterday.. i'm not going to think bout it anymore.. maybe it's an misunderstanding.. We'll have fun when we meet the next time(get A level results tat time).. We'll definitely be celebrating during tat day.. we must be confident.:)

I've been watching youtube these days.. Watching 花样少年少女.. stopped at Episode 13 and will be continuing it after blogging.. it's a great great show.. Starting work tmr.. feel abit quite sian after so many days of rest..

2007-02-18T06:15:00.000+08:00

It's CNY eve today!!! Let's have great fun during this festive season..

I need not work from next wed to fri..Pauline will only be back on the 26th.. plus not many ppl will come back to work.. so she tell me report for work on 26th.. there are many Malaysians working in my office.. many of them went back to Malaysia yesterday.. exactly half of my colleagues didnt came for work yesterday.. i think i will be watching youtube during my off-days.. The woman and the Malay girl(jocelyn, u'll know who) is still working at informatics.. they are in the finance department.. i saw them when i went to tat department to deliver things..

***countdown to CNY-9 hours and 45 mins

2007-02-16T14:35:00.000+08:00

I've bought 'my girl' de OST.. great storyline+great songs+good artistes=excellent show.. innova's funfair was held last sat, 10th feb.. one comment-boring.. most food were ex and not nice.. $5 for a cheese hotdog?! tat's too ridiculous even they wan to earn $$$.. was especially happy to see miss goh and jocelyn(not working wif u is really quite bored)..

I'm out on an errand for Liz(one of my colleagues) today.. i was supposed to go to Hotel Intercontinental to leave something at the reception so that a lady(magaret) can collect it later.. she gave me $$$ to take cab.. it costs $25.50 for to-and fro journey.. my assignment ends on the 2nd March.. not sure if they will extend my working days..

CNY's coming.. Woohoo! receiving hongbaos.. playing blackjack.. simply love it when all my relatives gather together.. it's lots of fun.. countdown to CNY-2 days 1 hour and 25 mins.:)
A levels will most likely be released on the week after CNY.. getting anxious now is no use.. our exam scripts have already been marked.. our fate have been sealed.. good luck to my friends..

2007-02-04T09:00:00.000+08:00

yoz jocelyn!!! i'm updating my blog now..

I'll be working alone next week.. jocelyn is in charge of the IT section and there is so far nothing to do for next wk.. so she need not come..

sometimes in office where there is nothing to do at all, joce and i will read storybooks.. but the executive director of tat company complaint bout it.. he say we are not allowed to read.. joce and i were like -_-'''.. reading also cannot? but we dont care.. just be careful while reading.. so ta tat we will not be caught..

saw some nice clothes on the net.. still considering whether to buy not.. going out wif hui kheng after work tis fri.. buy clothes.. den on sat go out wif hui kheng and xiangxin.. 11Feb is ijc's funfair.. called i@fun.. miss goh say there are haunted hse, gladiator, dunking, campus superstar and inter-sch band competition.. sounds cool and i'm defintely looking forward to ijc's first ever funfair..

i realise tat these days i keep watching korean shows.. thru fren's recommendation.. one comment: korean shows are nice!! and i'm addicted to it.. so if u know of any nice korean shows
pls tell mi.. thanks..

2007-01-06T06:40:00.000+08:00

I've been waking up early these few days as i'm afraid tat i cant do so once work starts next monday.. i've been very bored staying at hm.. slacking.. watching the vcd on "triumph in the skies" and "my girl" on youtube.. i missed the front part of "triumph in the skies", so i borrowed it from my cousin.. "my girl" has been recommended by 2 of my frens-hui kheng and linnet.. there are a total of 16 episodes and each episode has many parts.. i'm now at ep 05 part 3.. quite nice so far..

Actually me and my sec sch frens have arranged to go out tmr.. but hui kheng cant go cuz she haven get her pay.. so no $$$.. i now still haven contact my frens to arrange where and wat time to meet.. hope tat we are going out cuz i haven meet liqing since jun 2006.. miss her soooo much! The frens in my sec sch clique.. we've known each other since sec 1.. some of them have known each other early den cuz they were pri sch classmates.. I'm glad and thankful to have met these grp of frens.. they have brought much laughter into my life.. and also not to forget my jc clique.. i've enjoyed the times which all of us spend together..
Thanks sooo much especially to hui kheng and jocelyn.. love you guys!!!

I've made a new pair of glasses on tue.. collecting tonite if my mum is free(she has also made one)

Downloading the videos from youtube is very slow in the afternoon.. it's so fast in the morning.. I've little patience..

2007-01-03T04:00:00.000+08:00

I went to Esplanade there for the fireworks and countdown on Sunday. Went there with hui kheng, her parents, xiang xin.. There were 4 fireworks display.. The first 3 display were short and the last one was long as it was shown at 12 midnight.. the last one was a magnificent view.. saw my sec sch classmate and his gf.. made 3 new male frens there.. How?? it was raining at abt 10.35pm.. and the 3 guys said they wanted to share the umbrella.. being kind souls, we agreed.. They were Malaysians and only one of them(Jerry) had worked in S'pore before. He's the only one whose name I know.We also took a pic with them. I wanted to upload but keep having errors.. Just asked jocelyn for help.. her fren help her upload her pics so she will help me ask him.. looking forward to work on monday with jocelyn.. neva work b4 so of course excited la.. my frens say when u're schooling u think it's better to work.. but when u start working, studying is better..

received my birthday cum christmas present frm hui kheng on sun.. she gave me a hello kitty hp pouch which was bought online and flew in frm another country.. i love it so much.. so cute!!! thanks.:)

2006-12-27T08:55:00.000+08:00

I've just finish watching a dvd on a Korean drama-Which star are you from?(你来自哪颗星？）.. It's a very nice show and highly recommmended.. took 5 days to finish watching.. Here's a summary about the show: A very famous young director, Choi Seung Hee, lost his girlfriend Lee Hae Soo, in the car he was drivimg, due to a car accident and yet he survived. He gave up everything he had and lived in his own world. One day, he met a girl, Kim Bokshil, in a countryside, who looked exactly like Hae Soo. But Bokshil's character was totally the opposite of Hae Soo. Slowly, he fell for Bokshil. When he was abt to confess to her, he realised Bokshil was Hae Soo's long lost sister. But their love life was tough, just like when Seung Hee was with Hae Soo. They made many sacrifices and of course it was a happy ending.

I promised to lend jocelyn this dvd and i'm gonna pass to her this thurs, during our clique outing. Everyone is turning up except for adeline. Maybe she has to work or something? Not sure bout it. Just to tell joce not to be upset over tat thing and tat i, as her fren, will be there for her. Thanks for ur present. You're the only one(among jc frens) who remembered my birthday. Really appreciate it. Muack!

I've been using this blogskin for a very long time and joce was telling me to change it. But i'm lazy. Maybe changing it tmr.

2006-12-14T08:00:00.000+08:00

I've neva blog for about a month.. my frens were like "ur blog always show the same thing. very sianz leh. can go update not". So for the benefit of mankind, i will have to start blogging now.. Firstly, it's regarding the prom nite on 6 dec at Swissotel, the merchant court. I had lots of fun, especially when taking pics wif joce.. Joce tot of many poses.. we act seductive and cute.. joce and i took some artistic pics(joce u will know wat i'm refering to). The food was ok. Average. The air-con was quite cooling at first, but we became quite warm later on. Prom ended at abt 1045. Me, joce,adeline,sze hao,guan sheng and willis went to clarke quay to take pics, but only me and joce left after the pics cuz we cant stay out too late.. dunno where the rest heading to.

Went to look for jobs with joce on Monday.. Joce and i really want to wear the traditional Korean costume.. so nice! but the pay was too low.. so we rejected it.. joce is selected for the daniel yam's sales assistant. But she's still thinking about whether to take it up or reject it. The pay is quite resonable. So i think u wait for wannabe to call us then u decide lor.. I'm down for a 2nd interview on thurs for Daiso. I'll have to choose b/w Daiso and Wannabe. Will keep u update after my 2nd interview.

2006-10-23T12:40:00.000+08:00

I will continue blogging after my A levels which is 17 Nov... have been studying very hard these few days.. i'm only worried for econs because my analysis like still not very good... Mr Ng suggest that we should practice on writing more essays.. tat's the only way to improve.. so i will be passing him some of my essays before my consultation on fri so tat he could give advice... gonna continue my revision later.. so see you on 17 Nov and wish me all the best!!!

2006-10-04T10:00:00.000+08:00

I did very badly for my prelims except for maths... i had just passed chem and failed econs... i did not meet the targets that i've set and i'm disappointed.. and i'm only left with the last month to buck up... just concentrate when you are studying and dont lose focus.. clarify anything you dont understand and dont keep it till last minute...
Had a Econs mock exam yesterday and today is chem... miss goh giving us a test on physical chem tmr and thurs is maths paper 1 mock exam... next week there will still be more and this is where i can practice more.. this is the last lap. So dont give up!!!

2006-09-25T13:20:00.000+08:00

sch reopening tmr... haiz... i'm worried about my results... no high expectations for tis exam..
i redo the chem mcqs and stop at qn3 for the essays... but i did not touch on econs.. ai yo just cant help thinking about wat results i getting even though i tell myself not to tink bout it... miss goh said many did not perform well.. dunno if for chem only or as overall... *so scared*
gonna have an early nite... will update you on my results... but it would be terrible.. most likely... 1 more month to go.. so buck up gal!!!

2006-09-16T14:00:00.000+08:00

Exams are almost over and i'm still left chem mcqs on tue... then need not attend sch for the rest of the days next week... maths paper 2 today is a killer paper... it's really very tough, especially the statistics part... ya, i know... prelim papers are meant to be tough... but will the A levels be tat tough? i hope not... just wanna tell my friends who are having exams now to continue working hard and not give up.. this is the last hurdle for us.. lets jia you together!!!

2006-09-09T13:45:00.000+08:00

I've not blogged for a long time and for next 2 wks, i will not be blogging due to prelim exam... I've been studying all these days but i'm still worried... especially for econs, a subject which i've always been weak in... However, one still needs to relax... There is a show called Gung/princess hours, which will be starred in Channel U soon... not sure howmany people heard of this show... But anyway i finished watching the whole show on youtube... Very interesting and touching.. I cried.. especially in the last few episodes... This story is about a royal couple who were betrothed to each other before birth and got married at 19 yrs old... It was only a one-sided love at first... Cheugyung liked Shin first... but after living together for a period of time, Shin started to develop feelings for Cheugyung... Their relationship also started to become more stable... and of course it's a happy ending.. shall not reveal too much... you must watch this show when it's on Channel U... See you 2 weeks later!!!

2006-08-11T00:30:00.000+08:00

It' s a school holiday today and i've to make full use of the time...

Things to accomplish today :
1. Finish up maths 5 year series 2003 P1 & maybe start on P2
2. Organic chem revision ws
3. AP & GP qns for maths lecture

Time table is changing from next week onwards and i will be finishing school at bout 2... i think so... but we still have to stay back in school for remedial and extra lessons... and i hope that the school will release us early during the teachers' day celebration as i want to go back to my sec sch to visit my teachers... it has been almost a year since i last saw them...

2006-08-10T02:10:00.000+08:00

At last, i could take a break from that stressful school life... it really burns me out... Life is really moving at a very fast pace... Too fast that i cant catch up at times... in this realistic society, no education=no future... every student(an assumption) is working so hard to enter the university... i'm working very hard too... and rewarding myself is one of my motivation to continue working hard... i went for a movie with my friends(jocelyn,willis, sze hao,wei xiang,yan yan, yvonne and brandon) yesterday after econs mock exam... we watched Click... it's a movie where a man has a remote control(given by someone whom he didn't know was a death angel untill the later part) that could rewind,fast-forward and freeze time... but he abused it and the remote control is now working on the automatic mode... every time he does or say something, which in the past he carried out before with the help of the remote control, the remote control fast-forward automatically... He became old and has realised his mistake when he lost his wife and father... he then died due to a heart attack but the death angel made things back to original...

2006-08-05T09:50:00.000+08:00

i just went to the MLG and realised the theme for our prom nite is 'Masquerade'... i'm strongly against it... Why can't we have the theme 'Formal'? I think that will be a more appropriate theme for a prom nite... since i am looking forward to the prom nite but now since it's 'Masquerade', i have second thoughts about it... i will definitely vote against it if given the choice... i'm talking about prom nite here but A levels is not over yet... I'm starting to feel that my life is filled with more stress than before... much much more... At times, i'm lacking the energy to battle this war... It seems that i can only take a breath during weekends, but only for a short while... i just have to motivate myself to move on... I have been reflecting on the amount of effort i have put in these few months... I did not work hard enough... I'm only left with less than 3 months, and i have to put in more effort than i'm able to in order to achieve my desired results... No more excuses and nonsense, or else i will feel the pain in March 2007...

Friday used to be my 'No work day', but it will no longer be, cuz i'm simply wasting my time by doing so... I will be reading my GP articles on Fri nite and must follow my time table accordingly for Sat & Sun... I'm going out tmr with my relatives(not an excuse to slack)...
Things to buy tmr:
1. New files. My file(the one i bring to school everyday) is in a very pathetic state and i have to get a few more files for various subjects
2. Handphone pouch

The Superband finals is held tmr nite... I hope either Soul or Lucify wins... Tonite will also be the last episode of the Channel 8 chinese drama at 9pm(nt going to miss them)... but not forgetting about my studies...

2006-07-24T10:21:00.000+08:00

I'm quite tired now... I'm like studying since morning... and i have to attend tuition every sunday from 2-5pm(at bedok)... all the travelling also make me tired... i think i've done quite a lot in academic wise... did my chem tutorial, econs mcqs, gp assignment and read all the gp articles... still left with the econs essay for the REAP program(realise your academic potential... i think so..)... the name of this program sounds quite nice.. but... it's just a econs remedial session... i'm in group 5(one of the lowest grp)... mentioning this in my blog doesn't mean i'm proud of it... those in grp 5 and 6 are only required to complete one essay while the rest are doing 2 of them... having my dinner soon... after which it's back to studies... i have to complete my essay... those not completing their work for the REAP program will be out of that program...

2006-07-18T08:00:00.000+08:00

The school has given us a school holiday today because of the general election in May... i planned out a study time table for saturday till today... but... i did not quite follow it closely as i'm on medication... i had a fever on monday but recovered few days later... i had also a blocked nose and a bad cough which distracted me a little during lessons... i consulted the doctor after school on friday... He gave me some tablets for my phlegm and blocked nose, antibiotics capsules and cough syrup... everytime, i almost vomit after taking the antibiotics medicine as the capsules have a weird taste... i've always this problem... perhaps that's my psychological barrier... i can take up to 15 mins just to swallow that capsule... The medication makes me drowsy and i can't follow my study plan closely...

What did i do these few days?
1.maths 5 years series
2.started preparing for the chem test
3.read the GP articles
4.revise on maths
I wanted to revise for econs after i have printed out the lecture slides, but realised the slides aren't uploaded on mlg yet... Mrs Koh said she will upload them but it has been quite a while...
I'm alone at home now as my sis hasn't come back from school yet... I prepared my own lunch... plain rice with stir-fried vegetables and steamed fish... I prefer preparing a meal to buying it from a nearby coffee shop... i get a great sense of satisfaction... The superband competition is on its 2nd round of semi-finals tonight... Wondering which grp leaves tonight... all of them are great bands...

This incident happened last thurs on the train(i'm on my way home)... there was this lady sleeping on the train and the way she sleeps is totally exaggerating... worse than a guy... her long hair has covered her whole face and she kept lying on my shoulder(she's on my right & adeline is on my left)... adeline and i shifted to our left, hoping our movement could wake her up but that lady did not.. she's still lying on my shoulder! i shrugged my shoulder quite hard but she's still in her dreamland... it was only when i took out my hp from my bag, i purposely knocked my shoulder against her irritating head, that she woke up... but went back to her dreamland again... seconds later, her head dropped again... irritating woman!!! i can't stand it anymore... luckily the train jerked and woke her up... the man next to her was her next victim(poor guy)... She dressed well but she has lost her whole image from the way she sleeps... everyone in that carriage were looking at her... yan yan say i should slap her.. but i wont dare to... the next time i encounter a similar incident, i will just tell her in her face that she's lying on my shoulder...

2006-07-06T12:30:00.000+08:00

It will be a short post today... i'm tired and i need to rest... just finished preparing my slides for tmr's GP presentation... The presentation tmr is slightly different to what we did past few GP presentations... we are using powerpoint slides and everyone has to present... why can't we present it on A4 paper through the visualiser? I'm lazy... School has just reopen and i need time to adjust myself after the 1 month break... Lessons seem to be boring especially after coming back from a break... I going to watch tv now and have an early nite... Luckily tmr is according to monday time-table... early dismissal... oops... i forgot bout the chem extra lesson... Arghhhhh...

2006-07-04T02:30:00.000+08:00

Channel U was starring a show called 天...使我爱你(p.s i love you) at 9pm last night... it was only one episode and was a collabration between taiwanese and s'porean artistes... this show could be first viewed for M1 customers who have 3G enabled phones... not sure if it was last year or early part of this year... i wanted to watch this show so badly but did not have a 3G phone, but luckily, it was starred last night... Isn't it touching(those who have watched)? ok, i cried... there was this couple, Xin & Xiaoyue...They knew each other at a university orientation camp and Xin was xiaoyue's guardian angel... Xin really loved Xiaoyue a lot(how i wished that i was the gal...alright, i'm daydreaming)... He painted a picture on the walls of the gal's house and it was a Christmas gift for her... However, Xin had to leave for Thailand with her mum to fetch his sickly father... Unfortunately, they became the victims for the tsunami disaster... They have not met for 3 years, and sudddenly a guy called Yan, who looked exactly like Xin appeared... He kept denying he was Xin and xiaoyue only believed him after a period of time... but in the end, he admitted he was Xin.. but he was already dead... He came back b'cuz he wanted to match another guy with xiaoyue... He wanted another guy to give xiaoyue happiness as he was unable to... He promised Xiaoyue in the past that he would always be her guardian angel and protect her, and will continue to do so even he is dead... Sooooo touching...
There is also a taiwanese pop idol drama in Channel U called green forest... there is one guy called Owen, whom jocelyn & i think is handsome... he loved a gal a lot and would do anything for her even after the gal has rejected his love... i will be so happy if there is one guy who is willing to do all these for me...
Lessons resume tmr... so sianz... my dark circles is going to get worse... today will be a slacking day for me... eat, sleep and watching tv programmes are what i am going to do today... plus the cough medication is making me feel drowsy... i need to rest and energise myself for the stressful life in school... tonite's superband competition is the second revival round, consisting of xia ri feng(summer wind), Amber, Juz-be, Shi nuo Bi(ginobe) and Mi Lu bing... i hope Juz-be will win this revival competition... Jia you!

2006-07-01T06:30:00.000+08:00

Whew! prelim one is finally over... jocelyn said that we studied for 4 weeks in June for 4 days of exams and in return we have 4 days of rest(today till mon)... After these 4 days, life gets back into routine... attend tutorials, lectures, homework to complete... but wat to do? Life in JC is just like that... though exams are over, i'm reflecting on myself... How much effort have i put in for this exam? not much. Why didn't i studied harder? What distracted me? What results would i expect? poor results. What Mr Ng told us(my clique) during our last econs consultation still remains in my head... He said:''Did you all ever occur in a situation where you said you will study hard the next round, but always fail to do so? You have to find the cause which had distracted you from studying and curb this problem." My distraction is the television programmes. When i switch on the TV, it's hard for me to switch it off and head for revision. Mr Ng also said that we should plan a revision timetable to prepare for prelim 2 and the A levels. I will plan out one this weekend and really really study hard for the next 2 exams.

2006-06-03T10:10:00.000+08:00

Had my chem mock exam today... and realised i am not well prepared for it... the mock exam was 2005 GCE A level(only selective qns)... looks like i have a whole lot of revision to do... monday would be the maths mock exam... but... i haven started on any revision! hmmm, just read jocelyn's blog... knew the reason why she was sad during econs lesson... i knew something was not right when i saw tears in her eyes... it really takes a lot of courage for one to move on with life after a break up, and to maintain the friendship between the 2 parties... hey jocelyn, you have us... you can confide in us when you encounter any problem...
Jocelyn asked when would i start on my maths revision for the mock exam... i wanted to start tonight, yet i have a slight fever... Again? i just recovered from a fever few weeks ago and now here i am having again... i had a sudden headache and went to take my temperature... 37.7 degree celsius... just took my medication... just have to revise a little tonight or i will not get started...

2006-05-31T06:35:00.000+08:00

Life's not smooth for me these period of time... I'm feeling unhappy...

1) Friendship
I've been rather moody last week... When she asked me why, i counld not tell
her, cuz it's simply hard for me to put across to her... I feel neglected by my frens... I don't have a sense of identity and belonging among them... i'm like neither here nor there... both of the girls are close frens, while she and him are close too... i do not know where i belong... i'm like in the middle... There was once after maths lesson where she and him left first for lunch, then followed by both the girls... The 2 girls just left without me... and they did not wait for me... They were far in front of me, and i just told them to wait for me... it was only then that i knew they were going to the foyer(i asked them, not they told me)... they did not even tell me where are they going and just leave me behind... There were atill other occasions where they left without me... i also feel that i'm being treated like a substitute by one of the girls... when her close friend is not around, she treats me like her close fren... when she is around, i'm nobody...

And... i and my close fren(not sure if she thinks so) are getting further away from each other... She gives me a feeling that we are not close frens anymore(from her behaviour)... That close feeling is not there anymore... None of them understands what kind of friendship i want(except for my sec sch close fren as she shares the same sentiments as me towards friendship)... i want a close fren whom we do everything together... a fren who waits for you for lunch, talks to you about everything under the sun, understand exactly what you are thinking and feeling, accompanying you even going to the washroom(yaya, you may think it's immature or something, but that's what both of us want)... perhaps that's not what my jc frens look out for in friendship... It seems that i have a group of frens to hang out with, but deep down in my heart, i'm lonely...

2) COP(equivalent to CIP)

The first week was a joyful experience... the librabrian was friendly and approachable... but... the 2nd time sucks... the first 2 hours was ok... but after the chinese librabrian left, things became different and worse... me, jocelyn and willis were chatting a little while we were straightening the books, and some busybody told the librarian that we were talking and not doing our things... what the ****! are you blind or something? we were doing our things, and were only chatting a little... what's the matter with you? The librarian scolded us for not reporting to them after we have finished shelving our books as there were still more books to be shelved... but another librarian at the counter told us there were no more books for shelving at the moment and assigned other stuff for us to do.. we told the librarian this but she insisted that we should have reported to her... we did not request for any break time for the entire 5 hours and this is what we get in return... i swear that i would never ever volunteer in Woodlands Regional Librabry...

2006-05-08T02:00:00.000+08:00

I'm not done with my homework and i'm afraid that i may not be able to complete them today... I am down with a fever and my head is spinning... just taken my medication and i hope i can recover soon cuz i can't miss school for a day... i would have lots to catch up if i'm absent for school... i'm left with chem remedial worksheet, econs essay on inflation and maths tutorial... how is it possible for me to complete so much work when i'm ill? i think i will start my work in the afternoon, meanwhile i will be taking a nap till it's lunch time...

It's regarding the A division basketball and volleyball games... both of these teams went into the top 8 positions but did not manage to go into top 4... i think the basketball players played a great game as they had only lost by a close margin... Good job guys!

2006-05-04T10:30:00.000+08:00

Something which i do not wish to see happening became a reality... seeing such things happening to my frens is really heartbreaking... i now it's hard for anyone to accept this fact and so do you... one might not be able to heal from such things in a short period of time, but i know you can do it... you are a strong gal... there is a chinese saying : "旧的不去，新的不来"... There will be someone out there who is the right guy for you.. it's just the matter of time... time will heal your bruised heart... It's good to see you guys continueing to be frens... at least the friendship still remains... remember, we are there for you when you need us... we are frens.:)

2006-04-29T06:40:00.000+08:00

Today's PE lesson really drains me... I'm really exhausted now... gonna take a nap later... We played basketball again.. this time round is full court... NOw then i know that playing full court is really tiring... It's not that easy as what you think... Must salute to those basketball players... We girls played against S51 girls... We lost... The score: 22 vs 30... I think we played well even though we lost... Our opponent's team has a college basketball player... This is of course an advantage to them... but hey, we did not lose badly... I'm proud of my class girls... S52 girls rock!

Oh ya Jocelyn, remember the guy we talked about this morning? in the parade square? ya, him... I think it's him... but i can't be 100% sure... If that day really comes... hmmm, i may consider...

2006-04-23T11:30:00.000+08:00

I haven't finish my homework... i have only completed galvanic cell tutorial and still left with econs drq and essay, and maths... i'm going to complete my maths tutorial during tuition... doing drq later and plan out my answers for the essay...
i just changed my blogskin... and i think it's nice.:)

wanna apologize to maslyn, mielin and wen chien... last tuesday we had our basketball game... and i kept snatching your balls... i know it's a game... but you know... ya, i'm sorry... although it's only 3 versus 3, it was really fun... looking forward to our next game... and i must say something... wen chien really impressed me... her shooting skills is really good... how i wish i have one-third of her skills... hey gal, dont be greedy!

Hmmm, summer test is coming soon... although it's on the last week of June, it seems to be near to me... have to really work hard for this exam... 25 weeks to A levels seems a long way to go... but after taking away the time spent in school and other stuff, i think i'm only left with 14-16 weeks, perhaps only 12-13 weeks... wooo, it's scary... ok, it's study time now...

2006-04-20T05:45:00.000+08:00

It's been quite long since i last blog... cuz i'm busy, busy and busy... i'm also lazy to blog... sch is as usual- stressful... Especially the release of the Project Work... When i knew the results, i felt like helpless... my group and i worked very hard and i actually expected a band 2... and you know what! i got a 3... everyone in my class got a 3 and i think majority of us should get at least a 2... only 11 ppl in my college got band 1 and 586 of us got band 3... the worst thing is that my college has only 16.3% who got band 1 & 2... here are some statistics of other JCs:

ACJC:90%
YJC:83%
PJC:70+%
MI:80+%
SAJC:40+%
JJC: 70+%
NYJC:70%
VJC:90%
TJC:99.3%
MJC:90+%
NJC:90+%
HCI:90+%
RJC:90+%
NATIONAL AVERAGE:76.9%

As you can see, IJC pulled down the national average... but now, i have learnt how to accept it... everything is just fate...
I'm in the school library blogging... having a meeting with adeline and sze hao... We are discussing about the project we are doing... it's CCA stuff... we are selling chocolate fondue... have to stop now... or else our meeting would never end...

2006-04-08T12:45:00.000+08:00

I just read her blog;the entry on April 1... i wonder if the 'she' is me... i have a strong feeling that it is me... i dunno... i'm dying to know if you are referring to me... if it's really me*thoughts running in my mind*... i gotta be ashamed of myself... if tat's not me, then treat it tat i'm sensitive...

My results? i've gotton back all my results... A for maths, B for chemistry, AO for economics and C6 for GP... my GP grade always remain at the same one... the worst thing is tat's a lousy grade... as for econs... i just suck in it... i have to buck up in econs... or else i will be left behind... i studied hard for maths and chem, which shouldn't be the case... i should be studying hard for econs too... at least, my efforts are paid off... my class ranking in the % of As and Bs is third... miss goh has really helped us a lot in organic chem as much revision has been done... i always feel that my parents are pressurising me... when i get bad grades, they are like rubbing salt on the wound... they seldom encourage me... i dont mean to badmouth them... ppl will say what parents do are all for our own good... but i just need some form of encouragement when i'm feeling down... i always have to bottle up all my feelings... there is no one tat i can really confide in...

Nafa just ended today... i achieved a gold... my frens scored As for all stations...why bother about others? Although i did not, but at least i scored a gold... tat's sufficient...

2006-04-01T13:15:00.000+08:00

Finally i have the time to blog... i achieved a B grade for my chem exam... at least my efforts has been paid off... as for econs, i would be glad to achieve a D grade...
my jc's annual x-country was held on wednesday... i ran for the competitive section and my position is really bad... i was in the 53rd position... my gastric pain was really bad when i ran almost half the distance... i have no choice but to slow down... i tried to bear with the pain but i cant... it really hurts... i actually hope to get a medal for this x-country but eventually didn't... only the top 20 could get one... i was really sad... the only thing that i can comfort myself is that i have tried my very best... the next sch event is the sports day... i joined 2 events last year but did not win anything... i did not get a single medal in all these sch events and i'm starting to doubt my sports ability... there are ppl who get medals for all these events and i envy them... perhaps i should not take part in this coming sports day...

2006-03-24T13:05:00.000+08:00

I knew about my block test maths results today... i scored 49 out of 70.. it's exactly 70%... an A and second in class... but it is only the minimum A marks... you might say it's quite good to score this mark, but i'm not satisfied with it... i could have done better than that... i'm a little disappointed with that mark... to console myself, this is what i will say: 'the paper has a level of difficulty so it is alright to score 49... next is chemistry MCQs... i scored 13 out of 20... a little little disappointed cause i expected a 14 or 15... but i still have section B and C to pull the total marks up... i think we will be getting back the whole chemistry exam paper next week and as for econs, it will be the last to get back...dunno if the econs teachers will vomit blood after marking all the scripts... have to go do my GP work... and it will be an early night for me...

2006-03-23T12:30:00.001+08:00

Block test is finally over... Yeah!!! i wonder how many millions of brain cells of mine have been destroyed... i worked very hard for this block test and i hope my efforts will be paid off... we were supposed to go out for a movie but it was eventually cancelled*disappointed*... hope there will be time for us to go out... most of our class people went to causeway point for lunch... the newest Xbox 360 machine is placed outside the comics shop and we gathering around that machine seeing guan sheng playing... we were making certain comments and it was funny... we laughed quite loudly, contributing to the external cost* still cant delete econs stuff from my head*... anyway, if there is external cost, means there is a third-party effect*nvm...fast forward* Hope there won't be another public complaint... i bought a pair of earings for 14 bucks at cwp(causeway point in short) and i think it worths the money... today is a day to slack... so i'm gonna just relax myself and have a good sleep tonight so that i'm refreshed for tomorrow's long day of lessons...

2006-03-19T07:00:00.000+08:00

2 more days to block test! exams sucks!!!

2006-03-17T05:20:00.000+08:00

It's already thursday and yet i have not finished with my revision... the pace of my revision is slower than i thought... i'm stressed up... i'm tired... i'm disappointed... i'm worried for myself... especially my GP... can i surpass my own ability by scoring grades higher than what i expect? can i do myself proud? i dunno bout it... i intend to complete maths revision this afternoon and continue with chem revision in the night... i must force myself to do it... i must!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-03-11T08:30:00.000+08:00

Forgot to tell you guys something that happen yesterday... Me, adeline, sze hao, wei xiang and guan sheng ran after the auntie who always sells ice-cream outside my school... we ran down from block N(after econs at 6.00)... and when we reach the first floor, we told guan sheng(g.s) to run faster first to catch up with the auntie... he ran really fast... We all wanted to eat ice-cream... the weather was very very warm... we had to run past the canteen and those people in the gym and canteen looking at us... like we are lunatics... whew! g.s managed to catch up with the auntie and we had our ice-cream.:)

A short day today... For PE today, we did not run in the sch track because Woodgrove Primary Sch students were using our track for their sports day... we ran round a hill outside our sch, we usually call it teletubby hill... ran 2.4km again... haiz, my timing dropped... it was 13.05mins the last time but today, 13.22mins... hOw How? cross-country how? think after blog test must train together with jocelyn... i'm hoping for a medal but dunno if it's possible...

I have an exam straight after the March holidays... have to mug up on econs... i think my chem would score better than last year mid-course but econs i not sure... i hope to score a D if not better... then if managed to get a D, for summer test i aim for a C... wish me good luck...

2006-03-10T14:15:00.000+08:00

I just realised something today... something unhappy happened to my friends(only my clique knows about it)... it was really sad to see such a thing happening... you were already very sad yesterday but i think after you read my blog on the previous post, you become even more unhappy... I'm sorry bout it... didn't mean it... Cheer up!!! Though it's quite hard now, but i'm sure time will heal your wound... If you need someone to talk to, i will be there for you...

For PCCG today, we had 2 DJs from Perfect 98.7FM with us... one is Young & the other is Carrie Chong... they told us who are all the DJs working in the Perfect 98.7FM and told us about an upcoming competition that they are holding... it's called.... oops i forgot!!! think i'm suffering from short term memory recently... someone save me, pls! nvm bout it... we had also a band who performed for us... think it's called Ronins... correct me if i'm wrong... there were only 2 members out of the 5 who came... the guy who sang... ya... first time in my life i have ever met such a guy... Interesting chap... He said the young teachers were chio and when he introduced the other member, he said 'he's a bastard like me. Oh, did i say the wrong thing? anyway i'm not afraid of the teachers'... After performing a few songs, he asked us if we have lessons after this... all said NO(in fact, we do have)... He said if we have lessons, then they will perform longer so we do not need to attend lessons... he also said he gave us the permission to pontang school tomolo... all of us were like clapping our hands...

Hmmm, it's bedtime... never had a good sleep since the start of this year... omg, i have panda eyes... it's damm ugly...

2006-03-08T14:40:00.000+08:00

TUESDAY-------Just a phrase to summarise the main thing of today---> Friends don't seem like friends at times... They came forward to ask me what happen and try to make me happy... did i expect that it would be them? NO! they weren't mine closest friends and they are the ones who came forward... And you know how i felt? disappointed is the most suitable word... i did not tell anyone what happen to me but i think she knows... if you know wat happen, then you would understand how i'm trying to say...

i feel inferior compared to the 3 of you... you guys managed to do it and i can't after trying twice... i was so sad and it looks like none of you noticed that... you 3 were like so so happily talking together and totally ignored me(you might not have noticed)... and this is not the first time... being totally ignored by friends is like being outcast... this feeling is unbearable... i HATE it!!! yes, you might be thinking why didn't i join in the chat...

i'm the kind person that if you ignore me., i will not take the initiative to join in... tat's me... i have always thought that you are the one that i can totally confide in... but it looks like it is not true anymore... you have him and it's hard for me to confide in you... i did not want to disturb you... the only person so far that i can confide in is my sec sch best friend... we had the same likes and perhaps we are both single, many things are easier for me to tell her... 6 years of friendship bonded us closely... my sec sch clique always remember my birthday... every single one of them... They either send me messages of birthday greetings or presents...

And in JC, only you and him remembered... i appreciate that... sometimes JC friends remind me that i should have worked harder for O levels and go PJC with my best friend and would not have landed in this stupid place that i am in now...

I'm crying quietly but who knows???

2006-03-02T10:45:00.000+08:00

i got back my A level chinese results today... it sucks like hell... A C5 only?! i expected at least a b4 and instead only a C5... what the ****! i'm definitely gonna retake... A b grade looks much more presentable than a C grade... i'm utterly disappointed and angry with myself... I can't accept the fact that i got a C5... Adeline also retaking and jocelyn is still considering... but i think i should seek Mr Chow's opinion first before making the final decision...
i will be getting the project work results around mid-April and i hope i will be smiling after looking at the results and not crying instead... Hmmm, anyway, it's only Chinese...i still have GP, maths, chem & econs to work on... my target for this coming block exam is C5 for GP, A for maths, D for both chem and econs... I should not let this chinese result defeat me...

2006-02-28T10:45:00.000+08:00

yesterday night was the final round for Superhost... I predicted correctly... It was 翠芳 who won... She had many supporters all along... her 人气排名 last night was always in the first position... it was pretty sad for 李腾... although he was in the first position for judges' score for both rounds, he still did not win... his 人气排名 was 3rd... sad...
as for school today, it's a short day... we had another timed compre assignment for GP... this year, it looks like there is never ending timed assignments... no choice, we are in J2... i thought about it today... when i become sensitive towards trivial matters, it's best i should stop being so... but it's easier to be said than do it... i dunno what to do now... i'm lost... i need someone to be there to guide me... but who will it be? Who?

2006-02-26T04:30:00.000+08:00

A big thanks to hui kheng!!! it was really sweet of her... She gave me a note book and on the first page of the book, she decorated it with a photo we took during our Sec 4 graduation day and wrote a short msg... at the top of the page, she wrote 'embracing the memories of our friendship'... very touching... 6 years of friendship between us... and you know how we started to be frens in Sec 1? We were in the same class and one day, there was a health check... she left slightly after me after the check-up, and when she saw me leaving the room, she waited for me.. we chatted bout wat the nurse told us... We were not very close at first, but as days passed, we realised we had the same likes and dislikes... unluckily, we did not like the same guy... Thanks for being my fren and close fren for these 6 years... blesssed to have you as my friend...

2006-02-26T02:05:00.000+08:00

She seems unhappy these few days... she told the reason... there are many reasons and i shall not reveal it to anyone, as promised... i do think the same way as you, on the part 'frens............', in tat msg yesterday... tat's how i feel when no one bothered about me or when one of my fren told the other 2 something and i wasn't told... you can say i am sensitive, but that's how i am...
i did not know wat made you said 'frens............', maybe you were unhappy and no one came forward to you... i dunno... maybe you could tell me... you once told me that if i have any problems, you will be there to lend a helping hand or listening ear... and i have told you before that i would the same to you... when i am unhappy, i wanted to tell you bout it, but it's like difficult to open my mouth to tell you... maybe you are the same... maybe there are things which you find it difficult to tell me... just wanna let you know again that i will be there when you need me... if you are unhappy, you can tell me...

2006-02-25T12:30:00.001+08:00

it's regarding last sun,19th Feb... i went to NTU's open house with hui kheng at Hotel Intercontinental Singapore, beside Parco Bugis junction... We went at bout 12... i wanted to go ask bout the course- Mathematical Science... And omg, i dont understand what the professor is saying... i mean during the talk... we left at bout 12plus for lunch... oh, we took neoprint first, then went to Ajisen for lunch... went back to the hotel again at 2 to listen to the talk on Chemistry and Biological Chemistry... i met jocelyn and willis, they were leaving... it seems like it deals more with organic chem than physical chem... i like organic chem and this is one of the course i wanna take up in the university... the talk is only 30mins cuz the other 30 mins is for the physics and applied physics and i am not interested in it... went to take neoprint again... we did not know that the machine to decorate the pics and the one to choose is different, and you know what, all the neoprints that came out was the same... that pic is we hug together together... we were so frustrated... went back to the hotel once again... now is the psychology course... hui wans to enter this course... went to ask the professor for this course and it seems tat it's quite difficult to enter this course... it's also a very popular course... left at 3plus and went back to the same machine to take neoprint again... you must be thinking... wah! these 2 like very rich, took 3 neoprints in 1 day... went to bugis village & left bugis at bout 4 plus cuz i have econs essay to complete...

2006-02-19T05:45:00.000+08:00

i wanted to blog yesterday, but my serious blocked nose caused me to feel unwell and my voice changed last night... luckily, i feel much better now... every friday nite is a slacking nite... the rule is: No homework tonite... Think that goes the same for my 5 other JC good frens... 5 days in school has totally stressed me out... And you must reward yourself by taking a good rest! I will only start doing my homework later... Suddenly, it reminds me of what Mdm Chan has said during the PCCG(assembly) period on Thursday... We have no time left... She said we should treat the block test after March hoildays as Summer Test, treat Summer Test after June holidays as Prelim and lastly, treat Prelim as GCE A level exam... She also said something which left a deep impression in me:"Live up to the expectation that others have on us. Not only we are doing ourselves proud, we are also doing IJC proud by clinching good results in the A levels cuz we are the 1st batch of graduating students. We are making the history of IJC". Mdm Chan went through the schedule of what we will be and should be doing for the reat of the day... And there is no holidays for us... Our self-revsion should start now and there should not be any self-revsion done after September... After Sep we are doing other schools' exam papers... Mdm Chan and the Principal, Miss Yeo, said many people out there thinks that we might create a situation that shocks the public just like Meridian JC... And i think we can do it! Come on IJC, show the public what we have... We are going to start the history of IJC as a victorious one...

2006-02-15T13:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL!!! I'm back from my 'holiday'... almost one week neva blog... if you are wondering why this gal neva update her blog... let me tell you... life in JC is always busy, stress, tiring blaa blaa blaa... homework has always been the one taking up the most proportion of my time...
Today PE is quite easy to handle as compared to the past lessons( it does not mean it's easy today, it's still slightly tiring... i bought my 5 JC frens each a packet of cookies... jocelyn gave me sunflower, i gave her rose... i actually wanted to buy rose for hui but roses dont last long... i got hui a gift but i still feel tat should buy another one for her... maybe tomolo go see lor... ai ya... still have to go complete my maths tutorial and study for the open book chem test... sianzzz... eyes going to close....

2006-02-09T11:30:00.000+08:00

Whew! had my chemistry SPA(science practical assessment) exam today... pretty easy... almost all of us were nervous before SPA... my dear friend(A)cried... it's because of the SPA exam... i told another friend(B) bout it... i also dunno how A knew tat i told B... i tink it's ok to tell B cuz we are all close friends... We should care bout each other... A ask me if i told B... i told her yes... but my instinct tell me A is unhappy with me telling B... i'm realli sorry(to A)... and dont be upset by the SPA... if you got any problems can tell me... i'm your fren...

2006-02-08T13:15:00.000+08:00

it's a torture! ask us to what circuit training... hey! we are gals... not guys... it's understandable if guys does it(they did it anyway)... they are preparing for NS... and their PE life is worse than us... poor guys... luckily i'm a gal... can't imagine that i have to undergo the training guys go through... it's enough to kill me...
more bout what i did for today's PE... all the gals have to sprint 200m in 1 min 5sec... after every 200m, we have to carry out one exercise(eg.push-ups,crutches & many others) for 30 seconds... And we did it for 4 runs with almost no rest... can you imagine how tiring is it? when my frens and i are buying drinks after PE, i saw light bulbs*going to faint*... omg... the feeling of almost fainting is sooo scary... i had to squat down... i felt better but still very very giddy... jocelyn held me back to the canteen*sooo touched*... Thanks for all you have done!

2006-02-07T11:15:00.000+08:00

ya ya, it's me again... did some qns from maths tutorial just now... later after dinner have to go buy wei xiang's b'dae cake... his is on last sat but we only sang him a birthday song... plus i did not have time to buy also... so later buy lor... later in the nite have to continue on the maths tutorial... think of tomolo... i'm tired... it's a damn long day... and PE is on the last period... HELP HELP!

2006-02-04T14:30:00.000+08:00

Life in sch sucks a little during tat period... i feel like i'm invisible... like hello, cant you see me or am i invisible to you... can you like dont leave me aside... tat's how i tink... just before i blog, i realise tat maybe i am moody... tat's why i have these kind of thoughts... you know, my 'monthly fren' came to look for me... but truely, i tink it really happens to me at times... ok now cast this part aside...
i and adeline went to sze hao's house to make the ferrero rocher flower stalks... it was very fun the more i do it... wei xiang also came to help us... he said he feel high the more he do... funny guy right?

2006-02-01T03:55:00.000+08:00

two days of chinese new year pass realli fast tis year... what do you think? tomolo have to go back sch le... i dun wan... sch is veri stress... but do i have the choice? no! i chose tis path myself and i have to tolerate all the stress i faced... JC life is like that one... i haven finish my school work yet... onli finish chem work... gonna do maths first then econs then GP... miss my friends so much...
oh ya... i played 21 pts again last nite and i won $8... much much much better than last year where i lost all my $20... i counted my hongbao money already... and i'm not gonna mention how much i receive on this blog... like not veri appropriate... hey frens, if you wan to know, ask me straight...
Gonna do sch work after this... sianzzzzzzzzzzzzz....

2006-01-31T08:50:00.000+08:00

I'm now at my second aunt's(mother side)house... every second day of the chinese new year i will be at my 2nd aunt house for dinner... in the morning, relatives of my father and mother side will be at my house for lunch, then i go to my 2nd aunt house... as yesterday, it was visits to my mother's side relatives... first, we went to my grandma house, followed by my big uncle & second uncle house... after that we went back to my grandma house for lunch... then my family stayed there until the evening where we went to my 3rd aunt's house... We played 21 pts and i won $2 in total... you know! only $2... reached home at bout 11.30...
Back to today... after today's lunch, we played 21 pts again... i won $1.50... pathetic... And tonite after dinner, we are playing again!!! i hope can win more tonite... Wish me luck!!!

2006-01-28T13:45:00.000+08:00

Again, i'm tired... ran 8 rounds round the school track for PE... but luckily, teacher allow us to play ball games after the run... maybe it's eve eve of chinese new year... we lost to the other class, but did not lost that bad... all thanks to wen chien... she helped us defend quite a few balls... then it's maths test, followed by almost 2 hours of celebration... the teachers and students put up performances for us... quite interesting... i met up with hui kheng after that... one thing is ask her to accompany me go buy school bag, another thing is to pass her her birthday present... it was a necklace... after hours of shopping, finally, i found a nice bag at OG... fila brand one... pink in colour... gonna carry it to school when school reopens...
Chinese New Year is coming... a year has passed... and before you can blink your eyes, A-level is coming... so scary... must really enjoy myself tis CNY, after which, i must work double hard for the spring test(straight after march holidays)

2006-01-25T12:50:00.000+08:00

jocelyn dada say i so long neva blog le... and i think it's time i update my blog... too busy... so no time to blog... haizzz, it's a long and tiring day.:( last period of tuesday is PE... as usual, PE is always tiring... why my school PE so hiong??? at times, i feel like i'm in a torture chamber... oops, should i have said tat? neva mind bout it... anyway,i hurt my lower part of my right back... we had to do the monkey bar station, to train the upper arms for inclined pull up... i came down from the bar and ouch! i hurt my back... luckily, it's not serious... i'm feeeling better now...
let's not talk bout today... you know, i feel like sometimes, i'm alone,even my frens are just beside me... sometimes i have much to talk with them, but i still feel lonely... hey! doesn't tat sound a bit contradicting? maybe i was moody, or no one talks to me,no one bothered me... tat's why i feel like i'm lonely... i hate being left out...
STOP!!!!!!!!! wat am i saying??? don't bother me... i'm tired... simply too tired... just spitting nonsense over here...